Truly was a shock... A shock..... A opposite can become many meaning... i am calming myself... calming...I am ok... relax... take a deep breath.. eventhought i was still shaking... and still flashback about the word she wrote....Eventhought it is just a joke... opposite.. bt.. the word.. still flash in my mind... I was scared... AFraid... Tinking of wat to do... No idea... I was shaking... and i gt my asthma bak... i was crying... and my heart was pounding..... I was shock, angry, and scared in the same time.... Day 18/4/2010.. my bro birthday... i was scared... very scared........ Eventhought i have calmed down... but the scar tat affect me.. always there... however... it will gone d... I believe... IT willl..
Bye~~
♥ Love
7:37 AM
Monday, April 5, 2010
T.T!!! THIS MSG WAS JUST SIMPLY WRITTEN FOR MY MUI T.T!!
FELICIA AND SAMANTHA T.T!! U both are not leftout... NT AT ALL T.T FELICIA......( DUN be so moody T.T) I will pray for ur grandfather d@@!... HOPE HE BE WELL SOON ...
SAMANTHA!!! TT...Ummm u seems happy alot d@@!! TAT great T.T!!! SMILE MORE ARRRR!!!
COX IT IS RARE TO SMILE SO MUCH T.T!!! Muackxxx
MY 3mui No matter how... I love u all d as mui... I care u as gor T.T!!! PLS BE HAPPY U ALL T.T!!!!
NW RAINING LE T.T!! bye bye muackxxx!!!
SEE TIS mar?? all ppl viewing tis blog.... 1 happy big family.... With all important people inside... a dog a cat ^^!! father, mother, grandmother, grandfather, mui, bro and many many else..
What i trying to say... appreciate wat u have now... ur family... Dun care whether is small or big...
Dun care neither is kai gor , kai jie or kai mui... Give it all u got and care... ( IN TIS WORLD there is nobody is perfect)
mui? u wan be like tat mar? or you just wish like the picture above?
I DUn wan too... neither nor u leftout or not... we are 1 family... Together always... SO wat if u do feel leftout? Does'n mean u are nt part of the family... Everybody is part of the family especially u.. how about neko?... She is aso part of tis... you all are my important person... i may sacrifice my life for u all...
YEs... i dun understand wat i truly are? i dun even understand ur feeling?... well doesn't mean i aready give up tis family... What i say bak thr.. i take bak... COX TO ME...WE are stand united... WE are 1 big happy family..... And i love u mui, VIVIAN CHIN..
AND all my dear friend
1) Felicia Teh
2) Samantha
3) Carmen
4) Shuling WE are family! ALWAYS TOGETHER!!!
5) Nicole
6) Best friend From A ~ Z
7) NORMAL FRIEND FROM A~Z
8) PARENTS
9) Baka Wong